Its been a long since i wrote a blog i doubt anyone reads them but oh well its someting to do i went on a walk with promise on christmas day it was so amazing to see all the mountains and the scencery i started to think about a lot of things like my relationship with god and my obsession with lads but mostly about god.I had nice little chat with god i know he was listening.And i have realised that i dont need lads to feel loved because god will always be there for me. Anyway shame i carnt go on saturday(gordon and deeeee said) i think i would enjoy it but oh well maybe next time if im still in the church.I think i might stay i dont know if i want to be part of promise anymore i would lke to go to whitestone but know one likes me tthere because they think im a bad influence on bobby and so on........but there we go thats ppl for me i wish everyone would give me a second chance to prove i can be a good person anyways in a peace mwahh bye bye

hi everyone why do bad things happen to me its like i have to give everythink up i dont wanna any way as i was gonna say wats with holy segregation its stupid sum of the rules at the jesus centre are meesed up proper they need to sort it out i understand why rules are there but i dont undrstand sum of the rules they have sum of the people iv asked at the jesus centre who belong to the church have even said sum of the rules are messed up but im not sayin who
any way g2g help me understand please bye bye